I ask for Patience.... I ask for a sock to hit my mouth before the words come out. I remind myself that my eyes speak what my brain feels and I try to pull the wool over them so they don't LASER you as my thoughts tell me to do.
I remind myself that you are just human.... I remind my inner thoughts to stay under wraps because if I unleashed the backlash and fierce spits it wouldn't look good upon me as I would appear to be a woman mad without Reason.
I close my eyes and tell my heart to stop racing... I tell it to stop running and calm down and pass its retribution. I remind myself that you are nothing but a being that was sent to test me. You don't and will not define me. I repeat in my head count... 1.. 2...3... And I say this too shall pass.
I will not secede to your request, even against my better judgement, I will wait patiently. I will wait for the cloud to rise from the fallen cover that has graced upon us. I will sit in silence and watch as you eat the ramifications that come from your actions. I will not spit you the thoughts I have in my head. I will not challenge what you're trying to do and I will not tarnish your existence.
I will keep it silent and I will look in your eyes and I will remind myself I don't look good in pinstripes. I will keep my head up high and I will not allow your demonic belittling attitude to define my purpose.
Remember that as humans we are not required to give anything to anyone. As a person of existence, I do have an equal demand that I would expect we all come to achieve and that is Respect.
I don't ask that you kiss the grounds that are upon me, but I do require you to respect me. I expect to be treated as the well-defined individual I am. I require that you allow me to keep my fangs in my head, my claws in my hands and my kindness in check.
For if the real beast were to unleash you may not be able to come back from what this Woman... Powerful.... Strong.... Intelligent.... Full of Honor.. and Loyal. A fierce subject of a being and the force it may lay upon you. I strongly suggest that you think twice before you look in my direction.
For a Smile may seem to appease you, but I don't owe you.
Hear me Roar.... Fear me now and Run if you see Fangs and Claws!!!!!
- Jessica
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