I'm a Lion hear me ROAR.....

I ask for Patience.... I ask for a sock to hit my mouth before the words come out. I remind myself that my eyes speak what my brain feels and I try to pull the wool over them so they don't LASER you as my thoughts tell me to do.

I remind myself that you are just human.... I remind my inner thoughts to stay under wraps because if I unleashed the backlash and fierce spits it wouldn't look good upon me as I would appear to be a woman mad without Reason.

I close my eyes and tell my heart to stop racing... I tell it to stop running and calm down and pass its retribution. I remind myself that you are nothing but a being that was sent to test me. You don't and will not define me. I repeat in my head count... 1.. 2...3... And I say this too shall pass.

I will not secede to your request, even against my better judgement, I will wait patiently. I will wait for the cloud to rise from the fallen cover that has graced upon us. I will sit in silence and watch as you eat the ramifications that come from your actions. I will not spit you the thoughts I have in my head. I will not challenge what you're trying to do and I will not tarnish your existence.

I will keep it silent and I will look in your eyes and I will remind myself I don't look good in pinstripes. I will keep my head up high and I will not allow your demonic belittling attitude to define my purpose.

Remember that as humans we are not required to give anything to anyone. As a person of existence, I do have an equal demand that I would expect we all come to achieve and that is Respect.

I don't ask that you kiss the grounds that are upon me, but I do require you to respect me. I expect to be treated as the well-defined individual I am. I require that you allow me to keep my fangs in my head, my claws in my hands and my kindness in check. 

For if the real beast were to unleash you may not be able to come back from what this Woman... Powerful.... Strong.... Intelligent.... Full of Honor.. and Loyal. A fierce subject of a being and the force it may lay upon you. I strongly suggest that you think twice before you look in my direction.

For a Smile may seem to appease you, but I don't owe you.

Hear me Roar.... Fear me now and Run if you see Fangs and Claws!!!!!

- Jessica

FIRE!!!!! Rise UP.....

Let ME Burn...

Feel the Burn, Feel that passion that ignites a fire deep within your Soul. Find the desires that inflame your being. Find that burning and walk towards the flame. Don't turn away it may be Hot and Orange with flickers of RED but Don't Turn....

Keep your feet steady and take deep breathes and Believe you will RISE above. Your burning desire will become Air in which you breathe. Your inner SOUL will be fed, from those flames that are rising within. Your body will heat and you may feel an inner peace that you have the faith to walk on the line towards your Flaming Burning FIRE.

Your Life is not determined by how many times you get winded and that spark  blows out or how many times you turn and RUN in the opposite direction. Your life is determined by how many times you RISE and go towards that Burning Desire. It is  dependent on how many times you move with persistence to achieve what others may Believe as Impossible.

I ask that you Rise and walk towards that Flame... Run towards it and reach out and touch it. To be so close that you can feel your Blood Boil with Passion... You can feel your heart skip its beat... I challenge you to RUN so fast that you almost trip and fall to run as if your last breath depended on it.

Run towards the Burning desire that you have within you... Address it and don't suppress it. Don't look back and wonder what if I get burned... What if I fall in the flame? When your heart is set, you shall NEVER fall and when you have faith you will NEVER run ALONE....

Stop putting out that FIRE and stop turning off your Burning Desires... Fear is Devil's Play... Don't fear the impossible... Embrace the Challenge to Rise above the FIRE...

Change your fears to PEACE knowing that you will Never be put where you DON'T Belong... Don't question your abilities and your strength, but know that in all of us, we have rivers that RUN Deep.

Rise above

Greet the Challenge

Be the Person your MEANT to be

Ignore Fear

RUN to the FIRE and Lay in the FLAME and Know that with FAITH you will NEVER Burn!

Let me Burn... Let me Fall for I know that I will NOT be Scared I will be SAVED!

-Jessica

Change....

Change....
The Burning Desire to Change.

To change what I don't know

Maybe I will change my hair or my glow.

Maybe I will change my shape like a rippled wave in a calm ocean.

Maybe I will change my spirit and awake the enlightenment within

Maybe I finally had enough

Maybe I finally put up a good fight with my inner demons

Maybe I just WON

Maybe the change I need is the river that runs deep

Maybe its in my roots

Maybe the change I need is a new vision

Maybe what I need is a new situation

This burning desire to change is what keeps my heart on fire and my brain moving like a roaring train.

Everything Changes

Everyone Changes

The World Changes, and We just change with it.

Changes come in all forms

Don't be afraid of Change!!!

Change is a necessary part of life.

Become a chameleon and change your skin, change your outlook, change your meaning, CHANGE with NO Fear!

Challenge that burning desire to become new and leave the old.

Challenge what makes your thoughts go round. Challenge your reasons for Change.

Don't Dwell... Don't Keep Change to yourself.

Change like the day, Change like the weather and Change like you're going on an adventure..

Embrace Change, Challenge Change and Live for Change.

Make the Jump... Part the Sea... Make the Change

Go with Faith is knowing that your changes are what make your existence matter.

Understand that your Change may bring a Challenge but it is YOUR Challenge not to Change.

Move on World and Change my view like a feather that has fallen from a dying dove.

Change the color  of my blood. Change the Color of my Hair and Change the feel of my Skin.

Change Everything from within.

Change me and Change the person that I am so that I can become the person I was meant to be.

Change it all.... Take it from me and let my heart break and burn....

For I know when it grows back it will be forever Changed.

I am ready to rid my skin of its cocoon and I am ready to FLY like the Butterfly I am about to become.

For Change has freed me, It has released its chains and I am now flying free to be anywhere I please.

Free to be the beautiful creature I have envisioned. For Change has freed me in many ways.

Change has given me new Life.... New Purpose and New Relevance.

Change is ME!

-Jessica

Time!

How do you describe the difference between living and existing? I asked a few of my coworkers and family this question and got some pretty different answers. For one thing, we are all "living" in the sense of breathing and pumping blood through our bodies, but you need to look below the surface and look into yourself and really ask yourself.... Am I really living?

I asked a male co-worker this question and he immediately said that he was just EXISTING!... Without a doubt, he just quickly knew his answer.  Surprised I being inquisitive, asked him why he felt that way and did he know the difference. He said if he was LIVING he would do the things that he wanted to do the things that would truly make him happy...

I think a lot of times we conform to the day to day life we just accept the mediocrity as it is and wake up and play the same tune in our heads. We have decided as people not to go against the grind not to question existence and purpose. We have accepted that this is our life and this is the best it will get and that is not right. Just imagine, close your eyes and imagine the life of your dreams whatever that may encompass. Imagine having all your heart desires, imagine your dreams, imagine for one second what would you do if you didn't have the 9 to 5. What would your purpose be?

I tend to get lost in thought of the what is then maybe when I get older Ideas. The thought of when I retire I will do this and not that. But what happens if your ticket is punched today. What happens if your life ends right now? You won't have the chance to say these words anymore "If I only had Time"... Time is the one thing that is gone the seconds a minute runs out. We were not born with endless amounts of time we were not born with expiration dates like spoiled milk. We are NOT and I repeat are NOT guaranteed anything in life. We are NOT guaranteed happiness, we are not given fortunes and  we do not guarantee time.

The time is here and relevant and time is the only matter that is not repeated. We don't have time machines we can't go back and relive moments. We can't go back repeat a day that is past. Our years don't go back they go ahead. So when you are looking at the Clock to see what time it is or to see that minute pass, I hope that you use your time wisely. It's precious it is the only pot of Gold that we are all born with. The only matter that some have more than others.

The thought that I am trying to obtain is to not live just to live. Not existing just to breathe, Not functioning just to be relevant. The thought I wanted to leave you with is think about your Passions, let's think about the if I had time to do this and maybe when I get a chance I will do that. Let's sit and breath and realize that you truly only have one life to live. It is about TIME that we start truly entertaining that burning desire to put our true life's work into existence.

Make the changes that are necessary to truly capture how you would live if I told you that your time was limited. Your time is about to expire and your number will soon be called. Live life as if tomorrow is NOT promised and live each breath you take with a purpose for one day you will realize that those breaths you took that are worth more than others wasted, for they are the ones that you will remember when your TIME has come to an end! - Jessica